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I Wonder

by Discoverer

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1.
Ibdis 05:28
if ever I feel heaven’s gust on the earth across my sweat-moist brow it will be as I lay eyes closed and dreaming in the same garden that Situ lined with seeds before they tore us down for canvas the sprout of my father’s family brother providence and sister sustenance under the arms of immovable sycamore the call of lanterns hung above a hopeful eye upon the foundations of forefathers sons build homes for children from their wells we breathe dawn of their skies drink dusk and fill our bellies with good fruit the reward of century’s toil stories are crowns ornamented rings on our fingers they who hold fast are champion take heart courage take heart courage take heart courage take heart justice approaches swiftly courage take heart courage take heart the wages of a champion comes he approaches swiftly
2.
run to the well and pull up the water and kiss the cheek of a girl and hold her hand and drink until you’re filled so that you don’t feel then steal away to the pool and hold her heel ‘til you sleep at the bottom afraid but never alone then use the key that came from your mirror wall when you hated yourself when you found yourself again when you came back home (do you remember?) then steal away your heart from your Lover ‘cause you never see Him anymore ‘cause you never look anymore my heart starves faster than my belly “hello there, what can I get for you?” “i’ll have a loaf of bread and a glass of water, please.” “sure thing, let me go grab them for you.” “thanks. how much will that be?” “that’ll be your life, please.” “worth every moment.” things like me break we’re not so pretty in the morning
3.
Young traveler Passionate wonderer You’re missing your direction No good is a compass That hasn’t North The winds are always changing And water’s always turning But that isn’t where we’re heading When we’re loving And we know Love O vagabond Bedouin warrior You’re missing your meaning No good is man When he covers his eyes These times are always changing And the world is always moving But that isn’t where we’re heading When we’re searching And we know Love He said he’s alive He said he’s alive I didn’t see life in his eyes He was dead on the inside No good is a map That hasn’t direction The Mapper’s intention
4.
have you ever stood along the shore of your neat and tidy understanding and wondered who sent the waves that so faithfully kiss the sand? how did the oceans grow full? were they once dry valleys, or fields? running grounds and picnic-places? or were we always trapped on these swollen islands, and are these waters still unbridgeable? the tears they cried could have flooded all our shoes and spilled across your beach sending waves to echo their despair, crashing mightily on the border of a stranger's world, with flecks of foamy hope mixing with the mud --this message is far too big for a bottle. if you craned your neck you could have read her lips, the mother mourning unashamed in the street you could have read a thousand lifetimes of grief, if you were looking, darling i'm asking you to touch the tide and ask if the shore is more than the beginning of your world, if it's the edge of hers, and if that ocean spray doesn't taste so very much like your own sorrow. in the sting of this new wind, let me hold you, sweetheart, because they're asking us to see. i hope you cry a little, babe. i'm not blaming you, love, but no one can afford this blindness. so let's get baptized in these waters, find redemption in recognition, send our ships to the horizon of these overgrown puddles. dive in with me, baby, and we'll make for shore just to know our brothers, and to say, in this family, no one may drown alone, and we won't be dry until they are.
5.
I Wonder 03:28
6.
Eden 03:43
Where do I live? Where’d You put Eden?
I want to find it and make it my home. ‘Cause I was mistaken when I said I would make it home the last time before I died. And I’m not feeling strong right now. So sleep until you wake and it’s all gone, or stand against the dark and hold a light inside your eyes. Fan the flame, it’s the only way to keep me warm. As wind blows down your arm hold the banner high above your head; the red and gold and white they said would win before the end. Walk though burden comes and comforts go because the righteous defend their eternal home; it’s all they know.
7.
Joy 03:43
Never call it cost Surrender in this life Is truest treasure found No heart can be as full As the one that knows Him well The one that knows Him well O Joy And none can know His joy If they know not the King For joy is in His hand He lifts dawn anew in us And He’s the dawn that shines in me The dawn that shines in me O Joy O I am redeemed Lord You love me so And I don’t know why Be glorified My God forgave me And He will always set me free O Joy

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This is essentially a compilation of different projects from this past year, touching on all different subjects, and all different styles. There was no specific direction I wanted to take this EP, and I had no real destination in mind, so I just followed where it chose to take me. It's an odd, incoherent, and scrambled mess of music, full of questions left unanswered, and answers to questions that we don't understand. But, despite the confusion, one theme might be concluded: that we will never know, or we'll know and always wonder.

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released December 29, 2012

Albert Davis: Artwork and Design; Dana Shihadah, Connor Carmody: Vocals on "Ibdes"; Stephen L'Heureux: Vocals on "I Found North"; Sarah Shihadah: Lyrics on "The Third World" and "Joy"

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Discoverer Urbana, Illinois

Discoverer is a musical project started by Tariq Shihadah to explore experiences, dreams, and the world around him. Discoverer isn't about contriving the perfect tune but about finding the songs already inside us and in the communities we live in. The ambient, post-rock influenced music by this self-described "Midwest Folk" artist will draw you into a place of introspection and vulnerability. ... more

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